Burning down the house

Spent too many hours burning TeniPuri eps onto CDs today. Oddly (happily) I didn't get one CD with skips or jumps out of the 16 I burned... I rebooted right before starting, and closed every single program; in the past I had left one IE window open to keep me from getting bored, but I think closing even that made all the difference.

Boy, am I stupid. I love popcorn, but I can only eat a little or it makes me really sick. I've not bought microwave popcorn in years because of this (I can't make it and eat just a little). Because I smoke crack, and because it was on sale, I bought two boxes of it. Made one bag tonight. Ate most of it. Am currently trying to claw through my belly to stop the pain. Stupid me.

Was a very boring day today (at least to write about). Didn't feel like watching any other anime series, so that worked out with my needing to burn things to free up some harddrive space. Cleaned and organized my apartment since I couldn't do anything on the computer.

I didn't do any new drawing, because I look at amazingly good pictures that people call *doodles*, and it makes me cry. That took her 20 minutes, which is a lot less than mine that I posted last night took. Depressing. I know you can learn to draw, but there will always be folks out there who just naturally and effortlessly do it better than people who spend years learning. Le sigh. This is the same theory that keeps me from writing more than I do -- if other people can do amazingly better than I, what's the point? Unless you're having fun and enjoying yourself in doing it, ...

Well now bah. I've gone and depressed myself. I'm tons more prone to that on Sunday night. At least next week will be a short week.

Burning down the house

Spent too many hours burning TeniPuri eps onto CDs today. Oddly (happily) I didn't get one CD with skips or jumps out of the 16 I burned... I rebooted right before starting, and closed every single program; in the past I had left one IE window open to keep me from getting bored, but I think closing even that made all the difference.

Boy, am I stupid. I love popcorn, but I can only eat a little or it makes me really sick. I've not bought microwave popcorn in years because of this (I can't make it and eat just a little). Because I smoke crack, and because it was on sale, I bought two boxes of it. Made one bag tonight. Ate most of it. Am currently trying to claw through my belly to stop the pain. Stupid me.

Was a very boring day today (at least to write about). Didn't feel like watching any other anime series, so that worked out with my needing to burn things to free up some harddrive space. Cleaned and organized my apartment since I couldn't do anything on the computer.

I didn't do any new drawing, because I look at amazingly good pictures that people call *doodles*, and it makes me cry. That took her 20 minutes, which is a lot less than mine that I posted last night took. Depressing. I know you can learn to draw, but there will always be folks out there who just naturally and effortlessly do it better than people who spend years learning. Le sigh. This is the same theory that keeps me from writing more than I do -- if other people can do amazingly better than I, what's the point? Unless you're having fun and enjoying yourself in doing it, ...

Well now bah. I've gone and depressed myself. I'm tons more prone to that on Sunday night. At least next week will be a short week.

Bad eBay, bad! Eh, I mean bad Thistle! Bad!

I really need to avoid eBay. I always say I won't buy there because the postage is just way too high... but I just, um, happened to wander by tonight, and something I wanted was ending in only seven minutes! Aie! So I grabbed it without really looking at the postage. Oh well, it's cute (TeniPuri chibi stuff!), but the cost was $8 (a little higher than I'd like to pay, but still fine) ...and the postage/insurance came to $8 as well. Gah! These two items are feather-light, I bet it won't cost $2 to ship them. And insurance ($3) turned out to be required. Bah... Oh well, they'll be cute when I get them!

But really, I need to just avoid eBay. ...but this seller says she sells TeniPuri calendars! *Homer drool* Oh, how I'd like one of those. Mmmmm.

Maybe I'll just check now and then...

Bad eBay, bad! Eh, I mean bad Thistle! Bad!

I really need to avoid eBay. I always say I won't buy there because the postage is just way too high... but I just, um, happened to wander by tonight, and something I wanted was ending in only seven minutes! Aie! So I grabbed it without really looking at the postage. Oh well, it's cute (TeniPuri chibi stuff!), but the cost was $8 (a little higher than I'd like to pay, but still fine) ...and the postage/insurance came to $8 as well. Gah! These two items are feather-light, I bet it won't cost $2 to ship them. And insurance ($3) turned out to be required. Bah... Oh well, they'll be cute when I get them!

But really, I need to just avoid eBay. ...but this seller says she sells TeniPuri calendars! *Homer drool* Oh, how I'd like one of those. Mmmmm.

Maybe I'll just check now and then...

I'm becoming everything I used to mock...

I listened to JPop tonight. I liked it. (Japanese guys are oh so sexy, as are the girls! I just wish they'd stop trying to look Western/American. That's silly and ruins it.)

Since I can never, ever sleep on Sunday nights, I took some of those "pain medicines that help you sleep" pills about a half-hour ago. I hope it works. I feel restless and anxious as hell. (I almost never do that, but tonight's worse than a lot of Sunday nights.)

Is this TV season worse than usual, or is it just me? I can get through an entire week without one single show I want to watch. Tonight I didn't feel like watching anime, so attempted to watch TV. What crap! Reruns at best, new junk at worst. I watched about an hour of the international channel, then when that turned to British news, I surfed. Ended up on the Titanic movie.

I think I'm a wimp or over-sensitive or something, but that movie really bothers me a lot. Not just because it's bad and the music makes my ears bleed, but because I (...brain fuzzy... sat here for minutes trying to think how I was planning on continuing that sentence) don't like all the screaming and watching the ship sink. I know those are all actors on the screen, but real people were in that situation, and real people died. How they can take a situation where so many people died in pain and fear and turn it into some sort of a love story is beyond me. It offends me.

Sometimes those OTC meds don't do anything at all, but it seems to be working tonight. I type without thinking about it, just think a thought and my fingers type it out on their own, but something in the communication lines is down and my fingers don't just automatically type things out on their own.

I'm glad it's only a three day week this wek. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. And I'm happy I'm finding new anime LJ friends - and that my HP LJ friends haven't all run away yet because I babble on about new things now. (But you should try some of the things I like! If you can, I mean. If I like them, you probably will, too! I can help anyone who wants to know how to download them to learn!)

Babble, babble, babble. My fingers are cold. I'm going to bed.

I'm becoming everything I used to mock...

I listened to JPop tonight. I liked it. (Japanese guys are oh so sexy, as are the girls! I just wish they'd stop trying to look Western/American. That's silly and ruins it.)

Since I can never, ever sleep on Sunday nights, I took some of those "pain medicines that help you sleep" pills about a half-hour ago. I hope it works. I feel restless and anxious as hell. (I almost never do that, but tonight's worse than a lot of Sunday nights.)

Is this TV season worse than usual, or is it just me? I can get through an entire week without one single show I want to watch. Tonight I didn't feel like watching anime, so attempted to watch TV. What crap! Reruns at best, new junk at worst. I watched about an hour of the international channel, then when that turned to British news, I surfed. Ended up on the Titanic movie.

I think I'm a wimp or over-sensitive or something, but that movie really bothers me a lot. Not just because it's bad and the music makes my ears bleed, but because I (...brain fuzzy... sat here for minutes trying to think how I was planning on continuing that sentence) don't like all the screaming and watching the ship sink. I know those are all actors on the screen, but real people were in that situation, and real people died. How they can take a situation where so many people died in pain and fear and turn it into some sort of a love story is beyond me. It offends me.

Sometimes those OTC meds don't do anything at all, but it seems to be working tonight. I type without thinking about it, just think a thought and my fingers type it out on their own, but something in the communication lines is down and my fingers don't just automatically type things out on their own.

I'm glad it's only a three day week this wek. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. And I'm happy I'm finding new anime LJ friends - and that my HP LJ friends haven't all run away yet because I babble on about new things now. (But you should try some of the things I like! If you can, I mean. If I like them, you probably will, too! I can help anyone who wants to know how to download them to learn!)

Babble, babble, babble. My fingers are cold. I'm going to bed.