Blah Monday Tuesday

Five hours of sleep are no where near as nice as eight. No way, no how, all I wa--zzzzzz.

Why is it that in my dreams I do things that would sicken me if I did them in waking life? Last night I had a dream that there was a test going on, and everyone involved had to fight someone else taking the test (like in Naruto and HxH). I got lucky and had to fight the only person there who was actually worse at fighting than me (she was even a dwarf!), but man, what I did makes me want to vomit. I grabbed her by the hair at the back of her head and SLAMMED her face into the concrete sidewalk over and over again. Twenty times, thirty times, over and over. Her face was bloody and broken, but she couldn't fight back and wouldn't give up, so eventually I got frustrated and just quit (and failed). What a horrible horrible thing just to watch, let alone feel like I've acted out.

I went walking this morning, and for the first time since I started walking I didn't enjoy it. Blah. I have no idea why -- I wasn't hurting and I wasn't overly worn out by the walk or anything, I was just bored and frustrated that I wasn't walking more (farther). Blah.

And what's the deal with feeling hungry but not feeling like eating? Mumble. My stomach is growling, and while I have two pieces of fruit, I don't feel like eating anything.

C'mon, brain, work with me here. I know you're the cause of every single one of these issues. Be good or I'll stab you with a pencil!

Blah Monday Tuesday

Five hours of sleep are no where near as nice as eight. No way, no how, all I wa--zzzzzz.

Why is it that in my dreams I do things that would sicken me if I did them in waking life? Last night I had a dream that there was a test going on, and everyone involved had to fight someone else taking the test (like in Naruto and HxH). I got lucky and had to fight the only person there who was actually worse at fighting than me (she was even a dwarf!), but man, what I did makes me want to vomit. I grabbed her by the hair at the back of her head and SLAMMED her face into the concrete sidewalk over and over again. Twenty times, thirty times, over and over. Her face was bloody and broken, but she couldn't fight back and wouldn't give up, so eventually I got frustrated and just quit (and failed). What a horrible horrible thing just to watch, let alone feel like I've acted out.

I went walking this morning, and for the first time since I started walking I didn't enjoy it. Blah. I have no idea why -- I wasn't hurting and I wasn't overly worn out by the walk or anything, I was just bored and frustrated that I wasn't walking more (farther). Blah.

And what's the deal with feeling hungry but not feeling like eating? Mumble. My stomach is growling, and while I have two pieces of fruit, I don't feel like eating anything.

C'mon, brain, work with me here. I know you're the cause of every single one of these issues. Be good or I'll stab you with a pencil!

Help me, please... (A)

I am here posting because I forced myself to leave the site I was on before coming to LJ. I will not buy cels. No, I will not. Cels are so keen and so cool (and imagine! Owning part of the series you love!) and they're not even that expensive, but if I get one I won't be able to stop.

Wonderful, wonderful HxH cels out there! But I can't hit 'back' to get URLs to show you, because I'm not going back to those sites. *sniff* Only $30-$40 for a character without a background! Only $120 for a really nice one with a background!

...not really that much money, is it? But what would I *do* with a cel? Do you hang them on a wall? Keep them in a book? Strip naked and paste them to yourself and then do a happy dance? (You probably shouldn't answer that...)

*sniff* Won't buy one, resisting.

But they're so cool! And I could OWN one! *sniff*

Help me, please... (A)

I am here posting because I forced myself to leave the site I was on before coming to LJ. I will not buy cels. No, I will not. Cels are so keen and so cool (and imagine! Owning part of the series you love!) and they're not even that expensive, but if I get one I won't be able to stop.

Wonderful, wonderful HxH cels out there! But I can't hit 'back' to get URLs to show you, because I'm not going back to those sites. *sniff* Only $30-$40 for a character without a background! Only $120 for a really nice one with a background!

...not really that much money, is it? But what would I *do* with a cel? Do you hang them on a wall? Keep them in a book? Strip naked and paste them to yourself and then do a happy dance? (You probably shouldn't answer that...)

*sniff* Won't buy one, resisting.

But they're so cool! And I could OWN one! *sniff*

Desk meme! Woo! (And cel)

First: The desk meme! See where I spend most of my non-working life:

( Desk meme! Two images! )

(Seen many places, but most recently from isiscolo.)

Yay! That was fun!

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So if I give in and get a cel, this will be it. It's a little (well a lot) more expensive than I'd like ($150, plus shipping from Japan), but I decided if I'm going to do this, I'll only get ones I like a lot, not just gimme gimme gimme grabbing them all. I'm waiting to hear back from the seller on it, then I'll decide.

Desk meme! Woo! (And cel)

First: The desk meme! See where I spend most of my non-working life:

( Desk meme! Two images! )

(Seen many places, but most recently from isiscolo.)

Yay! That was fun!

--

So if I give in and get a cel, this will be it. It's a little (well a lot) more expensive than I'd like ($150, plus shipping from Japan), but I decided if I'm going to do this, I'll only get ones I like a lot, not just gimme gimme gimme grabbing them all. I'm waiting to hear back from the seller on it, then I'll decide.