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Sorry for all the posts today!



I wrote a different sort of "IC" FFXI post today. While usually my "character" is just fluff, someone else's post triggered off something in me, and so I got serious and he (upon rereading this post: eh, 'he' being the character) wrote about his past a bit.

I had totally, totally forgotten that when you RP you actually feel what the character does. Not "know what the character feels" or "can imagine what he feels", you actually feel it.

Wow.

I felt the hurt and the anger and the injustice and the impotent rage in my chest, hot and tight and painful. Needing to strike out at someone, but knowing that fighting would be worse than useless.

How in the world did I forget what RPing could be like? It's like a drug. Seriously. I wonder how I ever gave it up? To feel these emotions that I never would feel during my normal day-to-day life? And to feel them in a safe setting? Just amazing. Seriously, it's like a drug or VR or something. Amazing.

I may have to return to MUSHing one day...

Date: 2004-08-10 05:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tersa.livejournal.com
Given my current month on Garou...yeah. :)

Date: 2004-08-10 07:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thistle-chaser.livejournal.com
Congratulations then! :)

Date: 2004-08-10 06:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alessar.livejournal.com
I don't think roleplaying is something you give up, just something you don't always have opportunities for. We'll have to chat about it sometime!

Date: 2004-08-10 08:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thistle-chaser.livejournal.com
Hmmm, good point!

Date: 2004-08-11 04:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] peppygrowlithe.livejournal.com
You've heard it no less than seventeen thousand five hundred and ninety two times, but dammit, I'm going to make seventeen thousand five hundred and nintey three!

I know RP takes a lot of time, a lot of effort, and you oftentimes (I've been very lucky in this respect on SouCon) have to trudge through a lot of ehhhhh scenes before you get a really great one, but the offer is there and has been there. If you ever do decide to plonk back into our RP world, we'll be more than glad to help you out with it and help you in.

Hey, think about it!

Date: 2004-08-11 04:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thistle-chaser.livejournal.com
I think about it all the time! And I may take you up on it sooner or later! (Even if my typing has started to suck. Can you believe that?)

But hey, what are you doing reading LJ posts? You're on vacation! Go do something fun! :)

Date: 2004-08-11 04:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] peppygrowlithe.livejournal.com
It's past midnight here, and I'm just catching up so I'm not overwhelmed when I get home. :)

My flight leaves Friday morning!

Anyway, I know it's only like four for you, but it's way past bedtime for me. Night!

Date: 2004-08-11 04:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thistle-chaser.livejournal.com
Eee, you'll be home on Friday! Yay! ...though of course you'll then go running right off to see Chia and everyone! *sigh* I feel so unloved!

:)

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