RL update: Good and bad!
Jan. 8th, 2008 02:42 pmBad first, because it's boring and less interesting. For some unknown reason, I couldn't sleep last night. Hours up awake and stressing, heart racing, literally over nothing. How can you stress over nothing? I went through it in my head 'Is it work? No. Is it FFXI? No. Personal? No. Health? No. Apartment is all locked and closed. Cat is alive and asleep next to me.' How could I be stressed and worrying about nothing! It was amazingly odd and made no sense.
The good part! It amazes me! For no reasons at all, I've started eating vegetables. Keep in mind I've spent my entire life not eating them. When I was a little kid my parents tried to make me, but I would out-stubborn them and sit at the table with the plate in front of me for hours not eating them and finally they just gave up. Eventually they stopped even putting them on my plate, so I've just never eaten them.
Lately (last week or two) I've thought about going back to eating meat again. (Yes, I'm a vegetarian who doesn't eat vegetables-- and would you believe I'm not the only one?) I don't want to eat meat, the thought of putting it in my mouth makes me gag, but I'm sick of my diet. Basically all I eat is some form of cheese-on-bread. Pizza, grilled cheese, cheese sandwiches. Sometimes I eat pasta, but that's just cheese-on-carb as well. So over the weekend I was eating a meal with peas. Usually I'd just leave them and eat everything else, but then I thought 'meh, whatever' and tried some. First time eating a pea in decades. And know what? I didn't fall over dead, I didn't gag, I didn't throw up. I didn't like them much, but I ate about half of them before stopping.
Today I went to In&Out for lunch (a fast food place, for those not near one). Usually I get grilled cheese, spread and pickle only (so no lettuce and no tomato). Today I just had them make a normal one. Know what? It was amazingly good! I've always said I hated tomatoes (though I'm not sure I ever actually ate one), but I loved that sandwich! I can't wait to get it again!
Even more amazingly, I can't wait to try more vegetables. Think of the sandwiches I could have! No more boring cheese-on-bread! I'm going to see if I can make it to the farmer's market on Sunday and find some interesting things to try.
The good part! It amazes me! For no reasons at all, I've started eating vegetables. Keep in mind I've spent my entire life not eating them. When I was a little kid my parents tried to make me, but I would out-stubborn them and sit at the table with the plate in front of me for hours not eating them and finally they just gave up. Eventually they stopped even putting them on my plate, so I've just never eaten them.
Lately (last week or two) I've thought about going back to eating meat again. (Yes, I'm a vegetarian who doesn't eat vegetables-- and would you believe I'm not the only one?) I don't want to eat meat, the thought of putting it in my mouth makes me gag, but I'm sick of my diet. Basically all I eat is some form of cheese-on-bread. Pizza, grilled cheese, cheese sandwiches. Sometimes I eat pasta, but that's just cheese-on-carb as well. So over the weekend I was eating a meal with peas. Usually I'd just leave them and eat everything else, but then I thought 'meh, whatever' and tried some. First time eating a pea in decades. And know what? I didn't fall over dead, I didn't gag, I didn't throw up. I didn't like them much, but I ate about half of them before stopping.
Today I went to In&Out for lunch (a fast food place, for those not near one). Usually I get grilled cheese, spread and pickle only (so no lettuce and no tomato). Today I just had them make a normal one. Know what? It was amazingly good! I've always said I hated tomatoes (though I'm not sure I ever actually ate one), but I loved that sandwich! I can't wait to get it again!
Even more amazingly, I can't wait to try more vegetables. Think of the sandwiches I could have! No more boring cheese-on-bread! I'm going to see if I can make it to the farmer's market on Sunday and find some interesting things to try.
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Date: 2008-01-08 11:04 pm (UTC)Anyway, I hope you enjoy your veggie adventures. And sleep better. =)
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Date: 2008-01-09 08:14 pm (UTC)Thanks!
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Date: 2008-01-08 11:34 pm (UTC)It's my favorite veggie ever. Good and meaty.
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Date: 2008-01-09 10:49 pm (UTC)Now asparagus tastes kind of like crab meat to me when it's well buttered.
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Date: 2008-01-10 10:11 pm (UTC)*blinks* Wow, odd. :D
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Date: 2008-01-08 11:38 pm (UTC)So expect that. It's truly weird knowing you've hated a food your whole life only to go.. hey, that's not too bad. o.O
Be glad you aren't like my mother who hit that time and became allergic to some of her favorite foods. Poor thing still pines of shellfish. ;)
Please do start trying veggies. A bet a LOT of your physical problems are vitamin deficiency issues. It's amazing the difference in how you can feel depending on what you eat. Mark and I have started eating more veggies too (Laziness on our part, not a dislike..) and I've felt so much better. More energy, etc.
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Date: 2008-01-09 08:16 pm (UTC)Be glad you aren't like my mother who hit that time and became allergic to some of her favorite foods. Poor thing still pines of shellfish. ;)
Awww, poor her. :/
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Date: 2008-01-10 03:14 am (UTC)Anyway.. mushrooms are wonderful. I use them in a lot of things. (Just don't think you can eat them as is, unless they are in a salad or something. They taste weird alone.) A neat thing about mushrooms is that they absorb the flavor in the foods they are cooked with.
Something I enjoy is baking them. Get the whole ones, stems and caps. Remove the stems, then cut said stems into tiny bits. Mix some garlic and mayonnaise with those stem bits and fill the insides of the mushroom caps. Cook at 350 for like fifteen minutes or so. Really, just long enough to get everything hot. Makes a nice little finger food.
Just don't make a lot since you don't know if you like them. ;)
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Date: 2008-01-09 07:22 pm (UTC)I totally concur that Thistle has weird eating habits. XD
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Date: 2008-01-09 09:45 pm (UTC)Wash the asparagus and cut an inch or so of the ends (the stalk part, not the leafy part). Pat it dry and then spread it on a baking sheet (I put down aluminum foil first). Drizzle olive oil over it and salt and pepper it to taste, then shake the sheet to help cover all the asparagus with the olive oil and salt and pepper. Bake at 400 degrees for 20 minutes.
It's sooo good. The leafy ends get crispy and delicious and the stalks get pretty tender. It gets a bit weird in the fridge, so you might want to make only as much as you'll eat at a time, but it's really quick and easy so that shouldn't be a big deal.
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Date: 2008-01-10 10:19 pm (UTC)And it surprises people, but asparagus was the one veggie I'll eat. (Supposedly it has a strong taste? I never noticed that.) And mmmm, that sounds like a good way to make it!
You're going to laugh, but I never used pepper before. (I own some though! It came with the salt shaker.) I'll probably just toss a little on and see what it's like.
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Date: 2008-01-10 10:37 pm (UTC)You've never used pepper before? You never fail to amaze me, Thistle.
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Date: 2008-01-11 07:47 pm (UTC)Thanks!
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Date: 2008-01-11 08:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-01-09 01:58 am (UTC)You can do some really neat stuff with veggies, plus they're so damn good for you.
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Date: 2008-01-09 06:29 am (UTC)Kinda weird about the not being able to sleep. That happened to me once but I just did some exercise (push ups, sit ups) and then jumped back in bed and went right asleep. I blame pent up energy.
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Date: 2008-01-09 08:08 pm (UTC)And that's a good idea!
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Date: 2008-01-09 08:11 pm (UTC)As for the difference, it's just something in the taste and texture. It's hard to describe :)
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Date: 2008-01-09 07:20 pm (UTC)Make sure to get ripe avocados... the raw ones are nasty :(
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Date: 2008-01-09 09:45 pm (UTC)And yes, ripeness is important... but OVERripeness is worse than too-hard (also, one must be sure to get the soft and creamy varieties and not the ones that are strangely hard even when ripe.)
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Date: 2008-01-09 08:04 pm (UTC)Maybe next time we have sandwiches with avocado at work (every other week or so) I'll try it that way...
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Date: 2008-01-09 09:49 pm (UTC)But seriously...on a diet of cheese and breads, how have you not suffered severe malnutrition? I lived on a similar diet when I was in grad school and ended up with scurvy (severe vitamin C deficiency). Do you take supplements or the like?
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Date: 2008-01-10 10:13 pm (UTC)Yeah, daily. If nothing else, I'm aware of how much my diet sucks, so I was trying to do what I could in pill form. It'll be so much better if I can switch to actually eating veggies now and then! :P
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