I'm depressed that I'm depressed (RL, FFXI)

[thistlechaser]

I hate it when work overshadows the rest of my life. I know that in a couple weeks this annoying period will pass and I'll forget about it, so I try not to think about it outside of the office, but I've been failing.

It's especially annoying when being depressed about work keeps me from enjoying stuff that I'd otherwise enjoy.

Today's my birthday, and I had no time for breakfast, no time for anything but a flying lunch, and no time to get something good for dinner (let alone a sweet treat). I'm not usually big on birthdays/holidays, but I usually like getting at least something special (a gift for myself, some food I wouldn't usually eat, something), but I had no time.

Today was a big update on FFXI, and while it's full of Good Stuff, I'm not really enjoying it. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.

I sampled the low level Field of Valor thing, and it's amusingly so much like a WoW quest... except easier (how funny is that?). I had to kill 3 bees and 3 saplings for 330 bonus XP and 330 gil. Mine was the highest level Valor page thingie, so that's why I had "so many" mobs to kill, heh. Still, it's nice to be given something for free.

The chests dropped by mobs rocks my socks. I stayed out XPing for 3.5 hours on EP-- mobs with no XP band, no armor, and no weapon just because getting chests was so cool. Unfortunately I only successfully opened two of the five "perma" (non-temp) chests and got a single bone arrowhead and a med. Lots of reports of people getting armor/weapons though. Wish I had gotten one.

The temp items from chests are insane. Check this out:

All those temp items! So nice.

Whenever a mule finishes a craft, I treat myself to something big for my MH. Usually that's not literal! What's wrong with this picture?

Speaking of:

It's killing me to have nothing left to skill. :/ I don't know how long I'll be able to resist making a new mule.

Comments

[xvolph.livejournal.com]

*snugs* Sorry your birthday wasn't so great. Treat yourself anyway! So what if it's a day late?

And that's... a not so "tiny" bell. XD

[hamburger.livejournal.com]

Awww, suck. :/ I'm sorry you had a crappy birthday, Thistle. Do you know JUST this morning as I was stalling getting out of bed I was thinking to myself: 'Huh, isn't Thistle's birthday in December sometime?' Eerie!

[achika-soladia.livejournal.com]

You need to have a happy b-day! Treat yourself to something nice this week sometime if you can't today. =D

[almontffxi.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear your birthday was meh, Thistle. But yeah: should definitely do something nice for yourself sometime this week!

And, holy crap at that "tiny" bell, lol!

[pomr.livejournal.com]

Don't you go mockin' the WoW! I don't mock FFXI! ^________^

J/K!

It is nice to hear that FF is being less surly with new content.

As to the birthday -- DOH! I am so sorry to wish you a belated instead of a timely Happy Birthday!!!!

[veloxe.livejournal.com]

What?! A birthday!?

Must...create...image...

Tada! (http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm132/Veloxe/ThistleBirthday.jpg)

(Original made for Achi's birthday which was on the 7th, but you didn't hear that from me.) (http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm132/Veloxe/Achibirthday.jpg)

[veloxe.livejournal.com]

Holy shit it's tuesday! His birthday was on the 6th then... >.>

[thistle-chaser.livejournal.com]

*dies* Those are too cute! Thanks for the laugh at work. :D

[thistle-chaser.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm not mocking WoW! It is generally easier than FFXI though, so FFXI getting a quest that's easier than WoW than is easier than FFXI... it's funny! :P

No worries, thanks for the wishes either way! <3

[thistle-chaser.livejournal.com]

Thanks, I'm going to try! And isn't that the funniest thing? :P

[thistle-chaser.livejournal.com]

I'm going to try! :D

And happy belated birthday to you, too!

[thistle-chaser.livejournal.com]

Do you know JUST this morning as I was stalling getting out of bed I was thinking to myself: 'Huh, isn't Thistle's birthday in December sometime?' Eerie!

Heh! That's funny. :D

And thanks!

[thistle-chaser.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I'm going to try to pick up something tonight.

And ha ha, yeah! So silly.

[wanderingscribe.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear it's been rough. Hopefully a Happy (Belated) Birthday wish will help cheer you up at least a little.

So, uh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, THISTLE! May your Moghouse be balanced and your mules be crafty. :D

[thistle-chaser.livejournal.com]

*laughs* Thank you! :)