See, my problem is FFXI. I still have this horrible, tight feeling in my stomach when I quest because I know at some point I'm going to die. It's the stupidest thing, but even on my 80 hunter I feel sick to my stomach when out in the wild in fear I might die. I have my pet! I have Feigned Death! Not to mention I can kill things well! My rogue has fewer death-escapes than the hunter and is lower level...
Dying feels like such a loss (loss as in 'Game over! You lose! Ha ha!'). My head knows that it doesn't matter at all in WoW (I have 8K gold, my armor can all fall off me and I wouldn't even come close to running out of money to fix it!), but I just feel so sick to my stomach every time... Tensed from neck to knees, feeling like I'm about to be jumped and stabbed RL =/= fun. :P
I was really hoping I'd get over this, but it's been more than a year now... I don't get what's wrong with my brain!
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Date: 2009-09-10 09:00 pm (UTC)Dying feels like such a loss (loss as in 'Game over! You lose! Ha ha!'). My head knows that it doesn't matter at all in WoW (I have 8K gold, my armor can all fall off me and I wouldn't even come close to running out of money to fix it!), but I just feel so sick to my stomach every time... Tensed from neck to knees, feeling like I'm about to be jumped and stabbed RL =/= fun. :P
I was really hoping I'd get over this, but it's been more than a year now... I don't get what's wrong with my brain!