thistlechaser: (Zombies)
Beware the zombie cows.



In semi-related news, I don't like Wendy's chili. I did successfully get in and out getting only a "plain" potato (yet they put butter and sour cream in the bag, sigh), chili, and a diet soda. Unfortunately the chili was full of beans, so I ate maybe a quarter to a third of it. The potato was meh, until I ended up using the butter ("butter", fake stuff) and the "lite" sour cream with it. I figured since I wasn't eating the chili, those would be fine. (40 cal for sour cream, 50 cal for the "butter spread" -- I'm surprised by that, I thought the sour cream would have been more, you got three times more of it than the spread.)

Still hating the CPAP machine. It wakes me up constantly. I haven't had a full, unbroken night's sleep yet in the two weeks I've had it. Blah.

Ellie New Cat has a new favorite place to sleep. It makes me snicker:
Semi-big picture. )

She puts just her head under the bed, the rest of her sticks out into the room. So silly!

I finally taught her a new trick, trick #3. The first one was high-5 (she has to tap my hand to get a treat), second was sit up and beg (like a dog does), and the third is 'wave'. It's almost a combo of the first two: the 'beg' position plus she lifts one paw (but doesn't make contact with my hand). She learned it really quickly, which isn't too surprising since it's so close to the others.

Cats with no other animals around get so little mental stimulation that I wanted to do something to keep her little kitty brain engaged. In my previous apartment, at least I had a bird feeder/endless birds for her to watch, but in my current apartment there's nothing but an occasional dog or kid outside the window, thus the tricks.

It's surprising how easily cats can be trained and how well they remember their tricks.
thistlechaser: (Book with cat 1)
Hello to all the new people on my friends list! I added a dozen or so new people though the latest friending meme (still going on here if you're interested), and I'm looking forward to seeing you all on my friends list from now on!

Do you own a Kindle? If so, did you know that in addition to borrowing ebooks from Amazon for free, you can get one to keep forever for free each month? You only get to pick from four of them, but hey, a free book is a free book, right? Details here, if you're interested.

This coming week is going to be busy, mostly because the sleep study people are just so endlessly incompetent. I had an appointment last Thursday afternoon to go pick up the machine. Got there on time, they sat me in a room... then forgot about me. After 15 minutes I stuck my head out one of them actually said "Oops! I forgot you were in there!". So then the tech came in and starts explaining things to me. I looked down at the paper and noticed it had another patient's name on it. She apologized and went to get my paperwork, but returned empty handed. Turned out my machine was on backorder, it had been due to arrive at 10 AM but never did. My appointment was at 4:30. They didn't bother calling me to cancel.

So, in addition to seeing the surgeon on Wednesday, I have to go back on Monday for another appointment. Assuming the machine even gets there. Assuming they remember to call me and tell me if it does.

I did take Tuesday as a vacation day at work, because FFXIV is getting a new patch overnight Monday and I wanted the time to play with it. I wouldn't usually take time off for a game (that's a road I do not need to travel down), but this one time is an exception. We're getting personal housing, and there's nothing I like more than playing house in a video game, so I want to be online ASAP to fool around with it.
thistlechaser: (Moon)
Following the "three things make a post" rule:

- I slept five hours last night. While that's just a drop in the bucket after not sleeping the previous two nights, at least I'm only tired today and not 'oh my god, kill me now' level exhausted. I still hate the machine, it makes me feel like I'm being smothered. Nothing like the feeling of being smothered to help you fall asleep, huh?

It's way too early to know if this is just chance or if it's a Thing, but usually I remember at least one dream a night, and I haven't the past three nights. The first two can be explained by the lack of sleep, but I wonder about last night. To remember a dream, you need to wake up within (some number of minutes, I forget how many) of having it. If the machine makes me sleep sounder/wake up less, I guess I'll stop remembering them. That would be a really big negative side effect; I love remembering my dreams, I often spend much time the next day thinking about them. I guess we'll see.

- Still loving FFXIV. A side effect of that is how much schadenfreude I get from reading WoW news. I had been unhappy there for so long, and I wasn't looking forward to anything about the coming expansion, and I hated the graphics and so much else about the game, now I can sit here and read the news and snicker to myself that I don't have to put up with it anymore. I sure do wish I had quit sooner!

I'm so happy to be getting so much RP on FFXIV. I'm still getting it almost daily (the days I don't RP it's by my choice, not for lack of options). A new fellow just joined our FC ("guild"), and he writes long posts, like me. It's so nice to be able to flex my writing muscles and not feel like I'm making people wait for me.

- It's such a wonderful thing to read a book by a great writer after such a string of bad books. I just started reading BZRK, by Michael Grant (the same fellow who wrote the Gone series that I loved, and wrote all the Animorph books with his wife, along with tons of other YA books from that time). It's not just that his stories are great (they are), or his characters are realistic (so realistic), or he has a GRRMesque willingness to kill off his characters (*cackle*), but his skills at crafting a sentence and describing the world just blow me out of the water. I had to go back and reread this section a number of times (then continued reading the book only to keep flipping back to it).

Even though he was just seventeen, he wasn't really for girls. He was for women.

Women would look at him and let their eyes slide over his face and those shoulders, because you know, women don't stare the way men do. They just need a glance. And then, having memorized him with a glance, they would...


It wasn't until I read that that I remembered there have been studies that confirm just that -- women decide in something like two? three? seconds if they're attracted to another person, much faster than men do. Something about their general body shape (silhouette), the width of their shoulders, that sort of thing.

Unfortunately I accepted a book for review (Salvation, by James Wymore) from a publisher. Bad timing, I'm going to have to read it next instead of continuing on with the BZRK series. Oh well, hopefully Salvation will be good. It has good reviews on Amazon, for what that's worth...

Wow, this turned out to be an actual post! I worried it wouldn't be more than three sentences long. Heh.
thistlechaser: (Cat with book: Yawn)
Sheepsquatch by I. Ronik
Rating: 2/disliked (1-5/hated-loved)
(Book received free for review from Streetlight Graphics Publishing .)



You know, if a book bills itself as being bad, it should be. With a title like Sheepsquatch, I thought this book would have to be amusingly bad. It wasn't. It wasn't even plain-bad (though it wasn't good, either).

A comment on Amazon compared it to one of those bad SyFy movies, which was pretty accurate. Unfortunately, what works for a movie (not caring about the characters because they're all stupid and will be dead soon) doesn't work in a book.

There's not much plot to explain. A Sheepsquatch (or, I suppose to be more exact, a were-sheepsquatch) is loose in the woods and likes to kidnap women. The police are trying to catch it. Unfortunately the chief of police has a fatal flaw: When he saw a dead woman, he had a massive heart attack and died. The book outright said it was because he saw a dead body. (Not grossly killed or gory or anything.) How in the world does one survive as a copy long enough to become chief if he will fall over dead when he sees a dead body? (I know, I know, the book description says "it's best not taken seriously", but how can one read a book without questioning things like that?)

The subtitle was what sold the book to me. "It's ba-aaad." Sheepsquatch. Ba-aad. I'm easily amused.

The writing was surprisingly good. Not like "wow I have to stop reading to admire that sentence!" good, but no typos and no grammar issues. That was a nice change from the books I've been reading lately.

There was one odd issue: There must have been a typo in the file name(?). On the home screen of my Kindle, the book's title shows as Sleepsquatch instead of Sheep.

---

Speaking of sleep... This five day sleep study is going to be the death of me. I didn't sleep Sunday night, so I came into this already very short on sleep. I got about 45 minutes of sleep last night (30 minutes of that when I took off the stupid machine and tried to get a brief nap in before my alarm went off).

Forget about waterboarding, they should put the Guantanamo detainees on CPAP machines.

For those lucky enough not to know, CPAP machines force air into you while you sleep, to keep you breathing steadily. Your mouth/nose gets covered with a mask, a hose attached to the mask, and air is pushed in at wind tunnel force. I'm not exaggerating, there is real wind coming out of the hose. So yeah, you're trying to sleep with a mask on, if the mask slips at all you get WIND hitting you in the eyes, the mask is attached to a big hose, the hose to a small-ish machine (so don't turn over or it might knock the machine off your bedside stand!). Plus for these first five days I get to be wired up to a finger oxygen/pulse sensor as well.

I'm a light sleeper. Someone walking by on the sidewalk outside my apartment wakes me up. I also can't sleep with the covers even touching my chin, let alone anything covering my mouth. And I'm supposed to be able to sleep with this setup?

I have to do this for four more nights. I've gotten three hours of sleep total in the last two nights, and I doubt I'll get much more while on this damned study. I'm so exhausted now, I think I'll be a danger near the end of the week.

Why am I doing this? The third in a series of miserable sleep studies? Just another damned hoop I have to jump through to get surgery. Sigh.
thistlechaser: (Cat with bandaid)
If I weren't trying to document this whole process, I probably wouldn't be posting about this. I'm so frustrated and annoyed about this sleep study stuff.

So the first time got messed up. They hadn't given me the instructions on how to do it, so unsurprisingly I got it wrong. It would have been impossible to get it right without the instructions.

Month delay, then I had to go back and do it again. Rough patches, but the second time worked.

I was annoyed about the whole thing, because I was confident I didn't have sleep apnea. I have none of the signs of it. I wake feeling rested. I have never fallen asleep randomly during the day (I NEVER nap ever, period). My mother has listened to me sleep multiple times and said I neither snore nor do I stop breathing and then gasp for breath (one of the biggest signs).

I am overweight, which can cause it. I learned my sister has it, and it runs in families. But still, I was sure I didn't have it.

Not only was I wrong, they said I have "severe" sleep apnea. I don't usually question medical people and machines, but this sleep study group has made so many errors, I half-think they just messed up and gave me someone else's results.

However, fighting it would send me back to step one -- doing the study again, which will cost me another month if it is correct.

So what's the next step? Five nights in a row of sleep studies to be (fit for the machine? test out the machine?). And on top of that, they couldn't give me an appointment until mid-June.

The surgeon said he wanted to get us onto a machine before the operation. I'm going to ask if being in the process of getting one will be good enough, but I bet the answer will be no.

I'm just so damned frustrated and annoyed. I decided back in December of 2013 that I wanted to do this operation, and I'm still jumping through damned hoops! Because of the sleep study and a small period (2-3 weeks) where I can't take time off of work, this might be pushed back to September or later. Nearly a whole year waiting for this damned operation (which I don't even want, but I want to die young even less).

I hate this whole year. 2014 has been nothing but suck so far. I'm so sick of nonstop medical crap and appointments and dealing with my damned weight and arg.

I'm sorry, but I'm going to turn off comments. I don't want to talk about this, I just want to post it because it's part of the process.
thistlechaser: (Angry scribble cat)
I'm so pissed. Just so pissed. After making me make a second trip back yesterday for a missing part, when I set everything up last night TWO MORE PARTS WERE MISSING. I swear to god. I know they're going to say I have to do this again for a third time.

I got even less sleep last night than the first time, since on top of all the crap stuck to me and wrapped around me I was angry as hell.

I'm so exhausted and angry and I have a busy day at work and I just cannot deal with this crap anymore.

Edit: I just got a call from them. They gave me a different machine than the first time (though it looked identical), but gave me the wrong instructions with it (instructions for the first machine that I used). So the missing pieces weren't missing, even though the (incorrect) instructions said they were. At least I don't have to do this a third time, even though they should all be fired for being so incompetent.
thistlechaser: (Buh?)
I don't think I've ever dealt with a less professional medical office.

Sleep study 1.0, my first attempt last month, the instruction sheet they handed out was very lacking in, you know, instructions. The tech (the one with the worst breath I ever encountered in my whole life) didn't give me verbal instructions about it, so I was uncertain exactly how the recording device should be set up. There had been two screens, one that had a spinning disk which looked like it was recording and the other was a lock icon. Which would you pick if you wanted to record?

Trick question, it was neither! Or rather, both. This second tech walked me through it. You start on the recording screen and push a button twice, which makes you go to the lock screen, then you push the same button once, which takes you back to the first screen. Somehow people are supposed to know that. You get one instruction sheet, but it covers where to put all the sensor things, nothing about recording.

So I got home and settled in, when the sleep lab called me. They forgot to put an item into the package, so I had to make another trip back. 20 minute drive each way.

Sigh.

On the plus side (minor, minor plus side) they're going to rush my results instead of another 2-3 week wait. So, if it fails again, at least I'll know sooner.

Now I just need to be able to sleep with sensors and wires and such taped to me from cheeks to ankles.
thistlechaser: (Little Haku)
I was having kind of a down night, so I decided to watch one more episode of Stargate: Atlantis before bed. I've been rewatching the series and really enjoying it. I'm nearing the end of season three. I did watch the series long ago, back when it first aired, but I've forgotten so much it's like watching it new again. Thus I had no idea a major character death was happening this season, that it was due to happen in the ep I watched tonight.

It's funny how we don't expect major characters to be killed off, especially in older stories. It came as a complete surprise, a shock, to me. While it was a great story and a great episode, I sure do wish it had been one of the many light, humorous episodes instead.

Rewatching SG:A has helped me see why fans disliked Stargate: Universe so much. Talk about night and day. SG:U was dark and hopeless, while SG:A is generally light and funny and hopeful. I love SG:U to death, but I love SG:A as well -- you just can't compare the two.

And on the subject of TV, Hannibal continues to be the best thing out there. It blows Game of Thrones out of the water, along with everything else. The chemistry between the characters is so strong, they nearly spark when they're on screen together. And Friday's episode was as close to two men having sex on network TV as likely there will ever be. Each man was sleeping with a woman, but they kept editing it as though the two were sleeping together, and in the end edited it like it was a threesome. So interestingly filmed!

Tomorrow is the second go at the sleep study. I'm dreading it so much, I think it's why I'm so down tonight. I don't want to deal with it. 2014 has been nonstop medical stuff and I just can't take it anymore. Can you believe there has been only one single week so far this year without some medical appointment in it? I'm just so deeply sick and tired of it all. The timing is bad for surgery, I know it will bring many, many more appointments into my life, but I don't want to put it off. I know it's a positive thing for a lot of people, something they're looking forward to, but I feel like I'm dragging my feet in an I don't wanna sort of way. (No date for it yet. I'm aiming for July.)

Oh, and lastly, I made a new tag. Book review, which will list every book review since 1999. You could also check the tags by year if you wanted to see a briefer range of them. Book review is mostly to give publishers who want to see my blog; I don't like showing them all the random stuff I post, and I don't expect they really care to see the non-book stuff. I used to give them the tag for a couple of the years, but I like having one tag for all reviews better.
thistlechaser: (Cat with bandaid)
First off, have a cat, from the ru_cats_daily comm:



Second, I'm really, really annoyed. And tired, but annoyed is the important part here. The instructions for using the sleep study equipment SUCKED. I have no idea if I successfully set the recording device on or not -- if not, I have to do it all again another night.

There were two screens, one for standby, one for record. One had an icon of a lock and nothing else. The other had an icon of a person with blinking bits where the bands go as well as a spinning circle thing (looked like a hard drive or something recording). One would think the one with the spinning circle was the recording screen, but the tech said he left it in standby and the spinning circle one was the one displayed. But how could a lock be for recording? Unless it was locked in case you rolled over in the night and your weight pushed a button...

I'm so annoyed. Really, I am. I don't want to do this again. I realized why I still smelled the guy hours after I had gotten home -- the case all this came in smelled like him. (And I had it on my bed, ugh!)

Not to mention, I got even less sleep than I usually do. Blah. So long as it actually recorded, I can cope with the lack of sleep.

I HOPE if it didn't record they'll discover it and call me today, so if I go a day without a call I can relax. However, he said it would take days to process, so if they don't look at it until they start working on it, it might not be today. :/
thistlechaser: (Cat with bandaid)
As I mentioned in a previous post, I get to do this at home instead of having to sleep there (YAY). That will make a lot of difference. It also doesn't look as bad as it might have been.

I met with a tech today to learn how to do it.

1) I have never in my life met someone with worse breath. I swear to god, it must have been years since he last brushed his teeth. An hour after I left, I could still taste the smell. I was stuck in a tiny room with him (closet-sized office) for a half hour.
2) Very rarely I've seen medical people with very small visible tattoos. This guy had about a dozen visible ones. None awful, but none very good.

He showed me the instruction sheet and then walked me through how to do everything. He actually told me I was taking too many notes... What the heck? I don't want to have to do this a second time! There are a whole lot of things to attach, but I think once done (it takes 20-30 minutes to set up) it won't be too awful to sleep in.

I am worried about how clean the items are. They have to go against my bare skin and I suspect they don't clean it between uses... (Lots of canvas/cloth straps and stuff.)

Here's all the stuff. Forgive the unmade bed:


1, 6) Big straps, one goes around chest, one goes low on your stomach.
2) Hard to see, but two things you tape to your lower legs.
3) The recording device.
4) The clear tubing that you have to stick into your nose (Worst part!).
5) Clips to your finger (oxygen monitor).
7) Stuck to the center of your chest.
8) Electronic something, 1-7 feed into it, output to the recording thing.

I also have a form I have to fill out in the morning (need to look at it tonight still).

Tomorrow morning I have to drop the whole kit back to them, then in a few days I get the results.

Other than the tech, this all seemed really interesting. I just hope I can sleep tonight...

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